I played a good, hard game of football today, and it was fantastic.
Now, laying on my bed, I feel helpless and hurt, broken and battered. I want to sleep but I don’t feel like I deserve it somehow. I remember all I’ve failed to do today, and I think of how it’ll only get worse tomorrow.
If and when I can
Clear myself of this clouded mind,
I’ll watch myself settle down
Into a place where
Peace can search me out and find
That I’m so ready to be found.
It is curious that our reaction to changes in weather seem to imitate the nature of the weather itself.
Snow, for example, provokes a frigid sort of response, a restrained and marveling awe that manifests itself physically in a gasp of icy cold air and a shiver down one’s spine.
Warm weather causes a much more gentle reaction, both mentally and physically. Rather than gasps, sighs escape our lips. Rather than restrained marvel, relaxed contentment fills our hearts.
It’s been exactly a year now.
Did you know that?
Can you remember?
Do you even want to?
…in case anyone was wondering. :)
Too often, words simply aren’t good enough.
Sorry I haven’t really written anything lately, guys. I get all these ideas in my head when I’m somewhere I can’t write them down, and when I finally get to my computer, the muse is gone and the idea seems stupid.
So, yeah. Hopefully that changes at some point. I miss writing, but maybe God wants me doing other things right now. Who knows?